Tag: death

Adapting to Climate: The Role of Cowboy Hats and Portability in Roofing

Everyone needs a roof over their head. Even with His promise of eternal peace, Heaven can be merciless to those yet to ascend. I grew up beneath a roof of humble tin. Anyone of Heaven’s summer tantrums transformed the roof into a metal drum. At night, in bed, the hypnotic rhythm lulled me to sleep. Insomniacs and people who cannot stand a moment of silence pay good money to hear that sound playing through a lo-fi cell phone speaker on the nightstand. Tin was simple, probably cheap, too, but it wasn’t the best option. It required regular coats of special paint like a battleship or the Golden Gate bridge. In the summer the attic was a dangerous sauna, in the winter, a meat locker. Many Spanish roofs are thatched and kept in perpetual antiquity by their town’s heritage site status. Finding a leak in a burly cluster of reeds must be troublesome. Perhaps one day the community leaders will upgrade like the quaint hamlet of Lacock that naps quietly beneath slate tiles, likely cut from the same Druid quarry as nearby Stonehenge. I live beneath a modern roof but it needs an upgrade despite the 30 year guarantee. Fifteen Texas summers would weaken the resolve of any citadel. I wear a cowboy hat whenever I brave the the elements. It is a personal roof that is both portable and affordable, and, depending on who you ask, fashionable. Despite this aegis, however, my resolve has weakened like so many hangdog roofs around here and it won’t be long before I remove my hat and accept the furious glory of Heaven. 






Dear Reader, just for fun I used WP’s artificial intelligence tools to generate the title and the image. The content of the post is all Truelove.

Villanelle for an Old Friend

Some time ago, I read a criticism on modern poetry posted online. It was the author’s opinion that today’s poets are unable to write verse in classic forms such as sonnets and the like. He held that bards in our present era had abandoned poems with deep meaning that utilized rhythm, rhyme and structure, preferring instead, undisciplined lines of rambling, obtuse emotions.

There is some truth in this: the last Kenyon Review I read did not contain any Ballads, Odes or Epics. However, relinquishing classic methodology does not necessarily translate into ineptitude as the author implied. Rather than piling on with his many detractors in the comments section, I chose to prove that I was capable by composing a villanelle.

I mostly forgot all about it until this weekend when I received news that I had lost one of my dearest and oldest friends unexpectedly. He and I grew up together and formed the type of bond you might find between brothers, one that created a secret language, codes and references understood only by the two of us. He was a talented musician, playing the guitar was effortless to him, he simply channeled divinity. Despite his gift, he was never conceited, and was always charitable to the ham-fisted way I approached my instrument.

At the time I wrote this poem, I would have thought it inconceivable that I would be dedicating it to his memory one day.

I will blow a trumpet bright
To summon this old man from sleep
I will beat a snare drum tight

He slumbers on as if it is night
While all around the ladies weep
I will blow a trumpet bright

If cacophony helped him reunite
With life from his silken box he'd leap
I will beat a snare drum tight

My towhead has grown slowly white
I've watched friends go as the clock hands sweep
I will blow a trumpet bright

Now you have gone, my dearest light
Tears rise from the well of sorrow deep
I will beat a snare drum tight

I have grown old but yet not erudite
And still try and wake what I wish to keep
I will blow a trumpet bright
I will beat a snare drum tight


Oysters and Eternity

I did no harm to this poor creature

I once believed that I would meet my end on a bleak afternoon in November a few weeks after my birthday. The sky would be pale gray, shimmering with the promise of rain, smelling like the ocean before a squall, like a fresh oyster nude in half its shell. And I would remember the oysters and champagne on Christmas morning and wish I had just another minute to enjoy a glass and let that be the taste on my lips when I met my maker. Would the creator smell booze on my breath? I bet that would be nothing new to the Almighty. Countless souls come before their King reeking of something akin to a mixture of sorrow and sensual pleasure: Suicides, Drunk Drivers, Alcoholics. But my breath would not smell of oysters. I never cared for them, raw or otherwise. I don’t empathize with invertebrates, I just can’t abide cruelty so I leave the spineless to their own devices. There are people who don’t consider such things, content with their position atop the food chain at a polished bar in an eupeptic brasserie with the pale winter sun streaming in as bright as the tinkling of glass and silverware, laughter and palaver before one dozen blue points on a bed of crushed ice with lemon wedges, tangy housemaid sauces and relishes. If an oyster is worth the money it must be good enough to eat without concealing the flavor in hot sauce. Don’t you like the taste of the sea? Somewhere deep in the subconscious we must all enjoy the pleasure of consuming a living thing whole like a predator does its quarry, like Lucifer does a soul. November contains the letter R. It is safe to eat oysters and sip champagne. It is safe to enjoy a bleak afternoon, too, without worry and with the hope of passing on beneath the warm sunshine.

Bottle Rocket Requiem

You were

                 Born with

                                    Flames in your eyes

Showers

                  Of sparks

                                   Firecracker surprise

 

Black gunpowder, short fuse

Built for beauty, for speed

Waiting to go up in smoke

One spark is all

 

You needed

                         A glass

                                     Bottle to be strong

Countdown

                        Lift off

                                      Into oblivion

 

Wake up you lazy Guardians

Will you sleep too through this blast?

Prepare a room in Father’s house

Here comes another bottle rocket

 

Faster

           Than life

                            Exploding into night